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dying in slow motion, no hope left in sight
this has become my life
time will never heal these wounds inside
killing me
life is pain
drowning in the sea of my regret
wishing to move on
from everything that i’ve done to myself
eternal misery, dead inside
i don’t deserve this life
destined for failure
born to die
i will never feel alive
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2. |
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living in the past
it will never last
all these memories are fading away
remember
the days when
i could feel something
now everything's a fucking blur
i try my fucking hardest
to live life for today
i try my fucking hardest
but now it is fading away
spiraling downwards i can no longer tell what is real
can someone please show me what it’s like to feel
it doesn’t phase me, the grim reality
that nothing matters and this life means shit to me
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3. |
:reconnect:
01:09
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how do you live your life this fucking way
you fucking hypocrite you won’t get away
shit talker
compulsive liar
fuck you
we were friends
now we are enemies
don’t think we can reconnect when this is over
i have found your true self beneath the surface
never fucking again
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4. |
johncenafunnymeme.exe
01:24
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you’re barely breathing, yet you've found no light
you will find out soon enough there’s no end in sight
nothing to live for
suffering adds to the pain
death draws nearer every passing day
trapped forever, no escape
no one hears me
in the blistering rain
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5. |
Still Dying
01:09
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nothing in this life stays forever
we will all diminish and so will our souls
still dying without a single trace
no imprint, no impact to be made
forgotten forever
no one will remember
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6. |
>disconnect<
01:30
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[instrumental]
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7. |
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[blind equation]:
i won’t listen to what you have to say
i won’t cater to your shitty takes
i have found more peace within
than you or your shitty fucking clique
never abiding to your standards
i do what i do, it’s not a fucking crime
you fucking elitist i don’t give a shit
i still write cybergrind 12 years past its prime
[zombieshark!]:
i would rather die than think like you
another dull blade stuck in the sands of time
it wont belong before you’re all alone
just another one of people who turn to stone
[blind equation]:
there is no hatred towards you, i only wish the best
this mentality we suffer has really fucked with our heads
fuck your scene
fuck your rules
fuck your clique
fuck you
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8. |
666 forever
01:19
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thirteen was when i lost my faith
death has scared me since
nihilism has overtaken me
but now i am set free
finding comfort in the null we live in
triple six forever
til the day i die
y’all don’t fucking know me
i’m not your fucking guy
triple six forever
til the day i die
y’all don’t fucking know me
i will never die
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9. |
Pain [Ft. Natty Gray]
02:31
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[blind equation]:
straight to the gallows
never forgiven
all of these demons
just want me to give in
it’s never fucking good enough
please just set me fucking free
i won’t bother you no more
i no longer feel like myself
my entire being is sore
[natty gray]:
“spin the bottle,
kiss only the bottle”
酔っぱらったまま
まだ飲み過ぎている
please, please
i’m so tired of feeling sick
助けて
助けて
[blind equation]:
as i watch my soul decay
this whole life is fucking pain
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[hot lettuce]
they say i care too much
i couldn’t care at all
but my perspective changes
while you’re breaking down these walls
you think that i’m unbothered
going on my day to day
but i can tell you that i always fucking feel this way
it’s just that apathy
never made sense to me
when nothing feels the same
i remember life is pain
[blind equation]
forever i’ve held onto this
pouring my heart out
into nothingness
searching for closure
when it does not exist
living for tomorrow
finding peace in death
never feel right
losing this fight
when nothing feels the same
i remember life is pain
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11. |
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i will never forget you and your legacy
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12. |
loss_is_4ever
00:31
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you’ve taught me so much i can’t believe you have died
i will never feel the fucking same
i still think of you every day
loss is forever
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13. |
Life V
04:19
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imprisoned by you forever
living in constant fear every day
leaving my passions astray
for years i will suffer with this
i may never see the end
constantly wanting to die
this has become my life
dark emotions that i have suppressed
will come back to haunt me until my final breath
killing me
i never feel okay
i never feel safe
there is nothing that can stop this pain
years spent chasing a life i can't attain
i am alone
i am a failure
i don’t know myself anymore
i don’t know how to live
i don’t care
destined for failure
born to die
i have never felt more alive
remember the days when i could feel something?
now everything is fading away
we were friends now you’re a memory
you were never there for me
trapped forever
death is peace
no one will care when you leave
i never know what to say
fuck your scene
fuck your rules
[i’m] glad i didn't end up like you
triple six forever
i don’t know why i want to die
as we watch our souls decay
we all know that life is pain
forever we’ve held onto this
life is nothingness
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Blind Equation Chicago, Illinois
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