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LIFE IS PAIN

by Blind Equation

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1.
Lcd Dem 01:53 video
dying in slow motion, no hope left in sight this has become my life time will never heal these wounds inside killing me life is pain drowning in the sea of my regret wishing to move on from everything that i’ve done to myself eternal misery, dead inside i don’t deserve this life destined for failure born to die i will never feel alive
2.
_BLUR 02:01 video
living in the past it will never last all these memories are fading away remember the days when i could feel something now everything's a fucking blur i try my fucking hardest to live life for today i try my fucking hardest but now it is fading away spiraling downwards i can no longer tell what is real can someone please show me what it’s like to feel it doesn’t phase me, the grim reality that nothing matters and this life means shit to me
3.
:reconnect: 01:09
how do you live your life this fucking way you fucking hypocrite you won’t get away shit talker compulsive liar fuck you we were friends now we are enemies don’t think we can reconnect when this is over i have found your true self beneath the surface never fucking again
4.
you’re barely breathing, yet you've found no light you will find out soon enough there’s no end in sight nothing to live for suffering adds to the pain death draws nearer every passing day trapped forever, no escape no one hears me in the blistering rain
5.
Still Dying 01:09
nothing in this life stays forever we will all diminish and so will our souls still dying without a single trace no imprint, no impact to be made forgotten forever no one will remember
6.
>disconnect< 01:30
[instrumental]
7.
[blind equation]: i won’t listen to what you have to say i won’t cater to your shitty takes i have found more peace within than you or your shitty fucking clique never abiding to your standards i do what i do, it’s not a fucking crime you fucking elitist i don’t give a shit i still write cybergrind 12 years past its prime [zombieshark!]: i would rather die than think like you another dull blade stuck in the sands of time it wont belong before you’re all alone just another one of people who turn to stone [blind equation]: there is no hatred towards you, i only wish the best this mentality we suffer has really fucked with our heads fuck your scene fuck your rules fuck your clique fuck you
8.
666 forever 01:19
thirteen was when i lost my faith death has scared me since nihilism has overtaken me but now i am set free finding comfort in the null we live in triple six forever til the day i die y’all don’t fucking know me i’m not your fucking guy triple six forever til the day i die y’all don’t fucking know me i will never die
9.
[blind equation]: straight to the gallows never forgiven all of these demons just want me to give in it’s never fucking good enough please just set me fucking free i won’t bother you no more i no longer feel like myself my entire being is sore [natty gray]: “spin the bottle, kiss only the bottle” 酔っぱらったまま まだ飲み過ぎている please, please i’m so tired of feeling sick 助けて 助けて [blind equation]: as i watch my soul decay this whole life is fucking pain
10.
[hot lettuce] they say i care too much i couldn’t care at all but my perspective changes while you’re breaking down these walls you think that i’m unbothered going on my day to day but i can tell you that i always fucking feel this way it’s just that apathy never made sense to me when nothing feels the same i remember life is pain [blind equation] forever i’ve held onto this pouring my heart out into nothingness searching for closure when it does not exist living for tomorrow finding peace in death never feel right losing this fight when nothing feels the same i remember life is pain
11.
i will never forget you and your legacy
12.
you’ve taught me so much i can’t believe you have died i will never feel the fucking same i still think of you every day loss is forever
13.
Life V 04:19
imprisoned by you forever living in constant fear every day leaving my passions astray for years i will suffer with this i may never see the end constantly wanting to die this has become my life dark emotions that i have suppressed will come back to haunt me until my final breath killing me i never feel okay i never feel safe there is nothing that can stop this pain years spent chasing a life i can't attain i am alone i am a failure i don’t know myself anymore i don’t know how to live i don’t care destined for failure born to die i have never felt more alive remember the days when i could feel something? now everything is fading away we were friends now you’re a memory you were never there for me trapped forever death is peace no one will care when you leave i never know what to say fuck your scene fuck your rules [i’m] glad i didn't end up like you triple six forever i don’t know why i want to die as we watch our souls decay we all know that life is pain forever we’ve held onto this life is nothingness

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In memory of Remi Gawin (1995 - 2018). May your art, memory and legacy live on forever.

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released September 3, 2021

Music, lyrics, and vocals performed and written by Blind Equation
Produced, mixed and mastered by Blind Equation
Lyrics for track 7 written by Blind Equation and ZOMBIESHARK!
Lyrics for track 9 written by Blind Equation and Natty Gray
Lyrics for track 10 written by Blind Equation and Hot Lettuce!
Artwork & Logo by Angelgasm.

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